2010 It is hard to believe that it is actually 2010. I remember when it was 1980, 1990, 2000 and now 2010. It seemed like it was so far away but looking back it has gone by quickly. At the start of a new year it is usually a time when people reflect on the past year - What did you want to accomplish? What didn't you do? What could you have done better or worse? As I start a new 'chapter' this year, I was thinking about 2009 and am amazed (though I shouldn't be) at God's grace inspite of my failures. 2009 was a difficult year for me medically speaking. From June to December I think I worked 1 full week. Most weeks I spent at least 1 day in bed with a migraine. I've been full of self pity - thinking of all the things that I wish I could do, people I wanted to visit with and places to go. I put pressure on myself - being more concerned about what 'man' thought of me than my Father and paid the price. The one thing that I can cleary see looking back a...